Monday, March 21, 2005

Yet another new aspiration of mine

On the last 19th March, my 5th wedding anniversary has passed. That special day also marked my wife's, Shila's 28th birthday, a very special woman whom I loved so dearly, and even more now, as she's carrying my first unborn child. I still can't believed that we're both are going to be parents after 5 years down this marriage. It's so hard, I guess, for all newer and younger married couples to try and understand, "the long wait" we had for our first coming newborn. Try to imagine this, praying and hoping to the point of giving up, seeing other married couples being happy with their kids, and then suddenly, that wish happenned when you least expected, you feel that GOD (Allah) has touched your soul in a so special way that you feel too happy, you can cry and also feel scared at the same time. Its a very confusing feeling of happiness that I had never felt in my life. But definitely, happiness is still the bottomline, and finally, that feeling of "I feel complete now", and "Life has a new and wonderful meaning to look forward to" comes to the heart...

In the midst of all this bliss, I might have overlooked about my weight and dieting. The mirror and my wife had reminded me of my mid-section. I don't want to look "pregnant" like her too. I checked the weighing scale, and yes, 2 kg of happiness had decided to stick around my body. It took me sometime to come to my senses thatmy weight have increased since I stopped taking "Ionamin" on 15th February. I decided to start jogging in order to aspire myself to pass my IPPT 2.4 run, which seems like lately, many "unlikely to pass" people have already passed. I'll try to do regular jogging since the morning of Saturday, 19th March till my test on 9th April. If I pass, reward is jus a "peace of mind" from RT, and I can use it to take care of Shila.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

I'm still learning about this new blogging thing. Why the heck they make it so complicated to load the pictures by sking for the "Photo URL" ? Why can't they just let me upload it directly from my pc hard disc? I got to ask my wife how to do this. She's more experience than me ...

Monday, March 14, 2005

Me at work

The time at work here ia about 6am. It's your typical day at work, nothing much to be done because I've completed my one and only job today, i.e, to install back the conveyor belt and injectors for the machine that's gonna leave this company soon. (Thank God!!)
This machine that will be unhooked soon, has been too much the cause for troubles that it have seen over the years. Phew,now it's going off, so "Adios" and don't you come back.
My brother, Sayuthi came to my place yesterday evening and left at about 4:30 pm. It caused some interruption of my sleep. My wife is having a bad mood about not wanting my sister to come and stay with us for this week... and her tantrums thrown at me...
I think that, that was her first visible tantrums she'd thrown at me since she found out that she's pregnant. Well, I love her anyway. I'll try to buy some food for her (and our baby) later and see if her mood changes...

Sunday, March 13, 2005

My first blog

I don't have any idea of what to write in here right now. Except that ... it's a Saturday afternoon, 12:32 pm, my wife, Shila, is lying down on the bed, too tired, while I'm writing this. ..