Yet another new aspiration of mine
On the last 19th March, my 5th wedding anniversary has passed. That special day also marked my wife's, Shila's 28th birthday, a very special woman whom I loved so dearly, and even more now, as she's carrying my first unborn child. I still can't believed that we're both are going to be parents after 5 years down this marriage. It's so hard, I guess, for all newer and younger married couples to try and understand, "the long wait" we had for our first coming newborn. Try to imagine this, praying and hoping to the point of giving up, seeing other married couples being happy with their kids, and then suddenly, that wish happenned when you least expected, you feel that GOD (Allah) has touched your soul in a so special way that you feel too happy, you can cry and also feel scared at the same time. Its a very confusing feeling of happiness that I had never felt in my life. But definitely, happiness is still the bottomline, and finally, that feeling of "I feel complete now", and "Life has a new and wonderful meaning to look forward to" comes to the heart...
In the midst of all this bliss, I might have overlooked about my weight and dieting. The mirror and my wife had reminded me of my mid-section. I don't want to look "pregnant" like her too. I checked the weighing scale, and yes, 2 kg of happiness had decided to stick around my body. It took me sometime to come to my senses thatmy weight have increased since I stopped taking "Ionamin" on 15th February. I decided to start jogging in order to aspire myself to pass my IPPT 2.4 run, which seems like lately, many "unlikely to pass" people have already passed. I'll try to do regular jogging since the morning of Saturday, 19th March till my test on 9th April. If I pass, reward is jus a "peace of mind" from RT, and I can use it to take care of Shila.
In the midst of all this bliss, I might have overlooked about my weight and dieting. The mirror and my wife had reminded me of my mid-section. I don't want to look "pregnant" like her too. I checked the weighing scale, and yes, 2 kg of happiness had decided to stick around my body. It took me sometime to come to my senses thatmy weight have increased since I stopped taking "Ionamin" on 15th February. I decided to start jogging in order to aspire myself to pass my IPPT 2.4 run, which seems like lately, many "unlikely to pass" people have already passed. I'll try to do regular jogging since the morning of Saturday, 19th March till my test on 9th April. If I pass, reward is jus a "peace of mind" from RT, and I can use it to take care of Shila.

