Mental Fracture ...

0700 am The last blog was written on Thursday. That was quite a tiring day. I had not had quite a good long, and proper sleep until just now (Sunday, 2nd Apr). After I returned home from work this morning, and after I carried some heavy things from SS to my home, under the damn hot sun of 10 am, I slept uninterrupted from 11:30 am to : 6:50 am. This was quite an achievement for me for quite a long time, because my “normal” sleep is only 3-4 hours between 12-6 am, and in the afternoon, 10-3 pm. It’s sort of divided sleep, ever since I continued working in the night shift permanently in the year 2004.

Unless I get a normal DAY job, it’s gonna be like this for quite a long time. Sometimes its hard to explain to Shila about my sleeping habits. And to make things worse, the ionamine pills are definitely not helping me to go to sleep easy.

Just to have a quick recall, last Friday, finally we went to Suntec City. Shila, as usual, can’t wait to buy for little Tim-Tim something. She initially wanted to buy for him a stroller toy. She showed me this cute green toy which had a cute steering wheel, and had its own signal lights, horns, and special sounds when a baby presses the buttons on it. I actually liked it, and would not mind her to want me to buy it for my son, but it cost $25+, and does nothing but sits there. It’s not that my son didn’t totally have any stroller toys, or other toys, (he have quite a lot for a 6-7 month baby), nor do I not want my son to have the best of everything money can buy, it’s just that I am more worried that I might need to use that money for other more important things for little Tim-Tim in the future, like milk, diapers, going to the doctors, transportation to school. What if we need to have enough cash to pull us through the month. At least until Shila’s payday, and we don’t want to have to pull out on Tim’s savings. That is always such a bad idea. Think this is the problem (and usually is): See this flowchart below to understand Shila better : ...

Shila, I hope you are reading this, do you realize the physcological threat you put me into?

At work, 2 nights have passed. Saturday was alright, but Sunday was a bit heavy, but I’ve seen worse days. There’s nothing much to blog about work, except that after seven years, there’s not much to say. Things got so routine, especially the all the crap around here. Anyway, what was fun was yesterday (Saturday) when I showed them this new card trick. I pulled it off in front of them (my colleagues). You should see the look on their faces, priceless, (for a cheap trick).

On early Sunday morning, Shila left for an activity at Yew Tee. She had to be involved with the children’s colouring competition. She brought little Tim Tim to his Grandma, and Mama’s place.

After that, they both met Nana and went to visit their friend, Mas who just gave birth recently to their 2nd child, a baby boy. Let’s hope she’ll have a speedy recovery & would like to wish both Wan and her congrats on their newborn.