Post Interviewing Blues

Guess I 'm now having mixed feeling s about all the excitement of last Monday. I was re-interviewed by the other manager from Product Operations. I'm not interested in another 12 hr shift, but would still consider if I were chosen. I'm only interested in the device test team, but if I don't get that it's ok. I did my best. Then luck happened about an hour after that interview on Monday, I was given yet another interview at Philips Lumileds in Yishun. I went there on Wednesday afternoon. I think I'm not getting it. The first interviewer strike me a sort of racist asshole. I don't like the way he's asking me questions, like doubting me. Fuck off stupid fool. I don't care what you think about me, you motherfucker. I'm not here begging for the job, you want me to work, then I'll do my best, but don't need your fucked-up attitude when interviewing me. Get a fucking life, dickhead short-ass. The 2nd interviewer was a nicer guy. Then I went to pay up the much anticipated road-tax for $415 at the nearby Vicom after the interview.

Guess I need a break from all this interviewing. Its quite stressful, but sadly necessary at these uncertain times in my life . Did OT on Thursday, although I'm tired. Maybe its good to get the interviewing blues out of my mind for a while. The world is crazy and always uncertain.

I need to get a grip with life, keep up in pace, ignore people and things that would annoy me, and move ON, JUST KEEP MOVING ON .....

Wow, take a look at the last post. It's now May 3rd, 2008. I don't know why I wanted to start blog again. but, a maybe I'm just bored. Many things are on my mind right now,

1) Looking Forward : Product Device Test! is this Monday going to determine my last chapters in 300mm manufacturing life?? This is the most important question that need to be answered.

2) A lot of this had changed in terms of my friendship with my colleagues. Guys I used to like hanging around with, I no longer can connect with. It's all because of 300mm. I hate my life in 300mm. They should not have moved me back to do qual. To D S, may bad luck be cursed on you, and may God show His powers to you that you are a small dick-head with a pea-sized brain. You are not a smart person or intelligent person whom you want people to think that you are, you are a fucking idiot, FUCKING IDIOT, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE . You, D S, are a damn COWARD and got no balls to help your people because you're scarred you can't get promoted. I'm so ashamed to be managed by some fucked up asshole like you!!! Fuck-off, get lost and die
D S!!

3) A great pal of mine as of this time is Steven Raj. Peace to you, thanks for being a great pal for this past few months of me adjusting in the hostile environment of 300mm. God bless your soul, good wishes for yourself and your loved ones.

4) Please stay away from me > hypocrite-friends, wasting-my-time-friends, idiots, and i-can't-make-up-my-mind-friends. If you can't commit anything, please don't suggest. If you are already comfortable where you are, don't bitch about how bad your life is while people close to your eyes are suffering and you blindly don't notice.

enjoy reading??